I'm still overly obsessed with Dragon Age, isn't it obvious? I haven't slept the whole night again expecting to crash down somewhere around 5PM. Luckily (or less luckily, due to the snow and amount of accident these days) I9ll be in the train heading home at that time I'M GOING HOME! That means no internet, more studying and of course, the possibility that I finally FINISH the game I haven't finished it yet, no. But of course the amount of spoilers I collected left me little place for surprises.
I think I'll have to make a New Years's list this time. I hate doing that, and I never do it because I know there is no chance I'll even remember what I wrote by the end of January. But I lost my brain these last months, and I really need to wake up and start working seriously. I need something to bring me into place >.< the first semester is nearly over, and my grades are not so fabulous. Well yes, college is the greatest concern again but everything will be great, I know it eternal optimist, and for a good reason
OK, I should cut this short, because I have a train to catch and clothes to pack. If you're a woman you'll understand me
Anyway, I wish you all a very merry Christmas and the happiest New Year!
This is one of those special days I feel like a big, round zero.
Today the 'I hate you so much' medal goes to my dearest Portuguese professor for making my day so miserable. Thank you so much. I already started to miss that lovely way you f***ed my brain with your idiotic comments and always so fair notes. Thanks for making the chances to have a B at the end of the semester a dream. Thanks for commenting what I do during the class after completing another pointless exercise (not an exercise at all, actually). Thanks for being an utter bitch. I so much appreciate you.
And I have a great quote for you: Couldn't you crawl into a bush somewhere and die? That would be great, thanks. ~A.
That would be the most perfect Christmas present ever. And then I'd even make a flyer for everyone so no one would miss your funeral. All colorful and full of happy pictures. Because I'd be so much happy, believe me.
Why do I always let idiots make me feel like a piece of shit?
Sorry for this. I sound like a complete sissy. How I wish I could just spill all of this in her ugly face.
I still have some love to spread.
Love you all.
I'm off to cure this hate/depressive/suicidal mood with some Dragon Age.
Watching: KIng Arthur (with portugese voiceovers XD)
Playing: Dragon Age Origins
Eating: yoghurt
Of DA:O, Facebook, LJ etc.
Thu Dec 10, 2009, 2:40 AM
I'm sorry I disappeared. I knew this would eventually happen. RL is quite demanding but at least things in college are going great. We had a crisis the last few weeks, with all this student uprising and my college was 'occupied' fortunately only for two weeks, I couldn't imagine what a horror would it be if it lasted until Christmas Things are back to normal now, meaning tons of homeworks and papers to write, and of course exams. But I always work better under stress. I love and hate those moments when I have to sit down and plan what to do next (I never plan I live as I go) because in my mind all hope is lost and I start to think what a lovely idea would it be not to come to one of the exams and leave it be until next exam week. Then I usually realize that wouldn't be such a bright idea, I curse myself and decide once more that next time I'll start studying on time and never leave everything to the last second: then I take drastic meassures - a cup of strong coffee (usually the time is late afternoon or evening, open the books and study like a maniac all night long. and I pass the test of course. But it's alway the same wretched scenario. One to be repeated tonight I guess Russian exam tommorrow.
Well...I didn't give up on art yet, of course. The problem is... well, a dear friend of mine was bugging me for some time how there's a brand new game, so awesome and great and breathtaking and I said, well, the trailer didn't look bad, I'll install it and see. But exmas come first! I was just curing my addiction to Oblivion. But no. I installed Dragon Age. I think you know the rest.
I killed my sleeping hours brutally. Still haven't finished the game. NO SPOILERS PLEASE. I hate spoilers and always find a way to spoil everything I'm talented, what can I say?
It's 11:21 AM and I'm tired like hell and have a crappy day ahead. Off I go.
I'm studying like a dog this past few days. The situation is like this because as always I forgot to start studying on time. I should be studying at this moment but obviously I chose not to. I have tons of paper spread in front of me, to motivate me. It isn't working. I started writing another Oblivion related FF. I am not allowed to do that. I deleted the document. I freaked out this morning because I realized I came up with a whole sequel to a story that is a WIP. I decided that I must quit with the whole Oblivion FF thing. Then destiny decided that I should change my mind in tears when a portrait of Zulki fell on the floor in front of me. Then I went on with the writing. And decided I needed a break. And started playing Dragons Age. And realized that TES universe desperately needs a hotie such as Duncan.
I was shameless enough to put him in there meself.